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Over And Out

by patient 11

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Innocence 04:22
my innocence is being taken away slowly over time nothing to do but sleep in all day slowly over time remembering the slow drives in the rain forgetting how the joy i felt was gain remembering the slow drives in the rain forgetting how the joy i felt was gain static in the radio saving me from feeling low but soon my bell will toll and i will feel low remembering the slow drives in the rain forgetting how the joy i felt was gain remembering the slow drives in the rain forgetting how the joy i felt was gain remembering the slow drives in the rain forgetting how the joy i felt was gain remembering the slow drives in the rain forgetting how the joy i felt was gain remembering the slow drives in the rain forgetting how the joy i felt was gain remembering the slow drives in the rain forgetting how the joy i felt was gain
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too many faces, can't fit the mold don't wanna taste it, i've got to hold onto the little hope that i have saved too late to improve, don't get to choose where do i go from here? too many faces, can't fit the mold where do i go from here? too many faces, can't fit the mold i've go to go now, can't stay longer (any longer) 6 feet in the ground is where i'm bound (is where i'm bound) i don't want to live any longer than i need to (no i don't) i will not improve, my life i will lose where do i go from here? too many faces, can't fit the mold show me how i can escape where do i go? where do i go?
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Refuse 04:08
my faults have never been so clear before i can feel myself slipping away further and further down my curse has never left me so torn i refuse to let it sink in cutting round the pill i take has a bitter taste i can feel it washing down deep inside my soul after this time well spent i've only gotten worse as a whole i refuse the scars i have aren't hidden all that well you can see them in my eyes when i aim them down the things i've done have not one excuse i'm a shell of a little boy wanting to make sound the day that i shine will not ever come i've given up all hope when i was small i refuse to be a broken man but deep inside i know i'll drop the ball i refuse
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Dashed Lines 00:52
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Marcy 02:22
laying down on yellow dashed lines no one can hear me whine over the sound of engines red fades to white on my skin don't slow (me) down, marcy don't slow down, marcy marcy laying down on yellow dashed lines no one can hear me whine over the sound of engines red fades to white on my skin don't slow (me) down, marcy don't slow down, marcy marcy don't slow me down, marcy marcy
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The Winter 06:17
i gave everything i could i acted the way i should they took everything we shared they dismissed all of my despair you bottled everything in you dismissed all of their sins we don't see each other anymore we don't see each other anymore we don't open the cracked door we won't ever see each other anymore we will never open the cracked door
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Remove 03:40
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Lake 07:27
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Over And Out 05:34

about

Written and recorded by Thom Olenik 2019-2020 at the age of 18 and 19.

OVER AND OUT is a deep dive into depression and the realization that it will stick with you forever if you let it consume you. These are the things I was feeling at the time, and the cycle of which it takes over and plays out.

For this album, I wanted to better everything that my first album "splendid..." started. Fuller mixes, more fleshed out songs, better production, more interesting musical arrangements, as well as expanding on volume control, repetition, and other ideas.

I used Audacity, a Blue Yeti microphone, an old classical guitar, an electric bass guitar, a Yamaha keyboard, a Parasonic keyboard, drums programmed in LMMS, loops, delays, reverb, my voice, + other various effects and sounds

All was recorded by me in my bedroom in Northeast, Ohio and mostly written in the same room, sometimes while recording.

Thanks to:
Depression, Marcy Rd, Pierpont, Ashtabula, Rt 167, Rt 11, I-90

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released July 3, 2020

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